Well ive heard this about this site and i think its the only one i have never actually tried out. Bebo, myspace, facebook, xanga been there done them lol... 

So lets use it to its full potential. 

I basically wanted somewhere to blab my thoughts, feelings and daily going on's. So it brought me to here...

I spent most of today working on the imfamous fashion portfolio which has taken over my life the past few weeks.
Ive been having designers block, my designs just aren't up to scratch, its like a holt bottom has been pressed on my creative convare belt. 
My creative side is what makes me who i am and right now i just dont feel like me. I dont know if its all the stress of trying to bring together a whole portfolio or the weather. :( i do suffer from seasonal depression, i swear i do! My college attendance drops during winter, i gain a tonnee of weight and im just generally unhappy. I was having a good few days there when the sun was shining but its back to thunder, rain and hail in oh so bonny scotland. 

On the other hand i applied to a few colleges in London today :D and doing so really brightend my mood! I look forward to moving away, meeting new people and having a fresh start! I think i need that. 

On other news my new bedroom is finally piecing together quite nicely. The wallpapering has finished, Carpet was layed today and my new Bed arrives 2moz :). Im a little annoyed about having to wait for my wardrop for another week but its worth it. Ive searched weeks for the perfect and largest wardrop i could fiind. It really will be worth the wait. It has funky storage and hide aways, perfect for my growing collection of clothes and accsessories :D ! I just now need to order my new Desk/Vanity table and my room is complete. Voila tres tres chic... :)

4 weeks on friday im away to spain not long to go. Time for my final ditching of the fat ass attempt lol... weight watchers goes out the window and starvation begins. lol... ok not as dramatic as that but its time i gave myself a final push. i mean why settle or silver when u know you can reach the gold eh? :) anythings possible just never let go of those dreams. Im a firm believer in that.

A good friend of mines works in the music industry and his mixtape launch in next week. Im very much looking forward to celebrating the release with him. Hes worked very hard to get to where he is today. He is blessed with a great talent, i mean the way he can string verses together out of nowhere is more impressive than a magician pulling a white rabbit out a hat, you never know whats going to come out this guys mouth i find it fascinating :)

i use to post little lists of tracks i think people should download n have a dance too so here goes, mains well keep my tradition going...

PLAYLIST!

Kat DeLuna- run the show
Brick & Lace- love is wicked
Che'nelle- Hurry up
Brit & Alex- Let it go
Lil Wayne- Lollipop
A.B.- the way i are (mix) ft. Hydro 

"Suddenly so many ladies wanna get down now with mr AB, oh man i must be lucky AB baybees feeling so horny. OPPS! im sorry what i ment to say is that AB baybees feeling so lonely..."